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I love this. Enjoy.

Mon, 04 Feb 2008 03:32:43 GMT

A small wheel
Incandescent,
Shivering like
A pinned butterfly.

Hands
Pointing in all directions:
The crossroads
One enters
In a nightmare.

Higher than anyone
Number 12 presides
Like a beekeeper
Over the swarming honeycomb
Of the open watch.

Other wheels
That could fit
Inside a raindrop.

Tools
That must be splinters
of arctic starlight.

Tiny golden mills
Grinding invisible
Coffee beans.

When the coffee's boiling
Cautiously,
So it doesn't burn us,
We raise it
To the lips
Of the nearest
Ear.

-Simic

Happy Birthday, my dear megi

Wed, 19 Dec 2007 20:44:14 GMT

uncut meme? porque no?

Thu, 22 Nov 2007 17:02:15 GMT

You are sent to the grocery store and can purchase only 5 things. You can only pick one thing from the following departments.. what is it?

1. Produce: red grapes
2. Bakery: wheat bread
3. Meat: Chicken
4. Frozen: mmm frozen pizza
5. Dry goods: butter!

Let's say we're heading out for a weekend getaway. You're only allowed to bring 3 articles of clothing with you. So, what's in your bag? (I assume I am wear clothes already...)

1. clean undies
2. different shirt
3. toothbrush

If I was to listen in on one of your conversations throughout the day, what 5 phrases or words would I be most likely to hear?

1. Fuck
2. that sucks
3. what in gay hell?!
4. I have to pee
5. I love gay people!

So, what 3 things do you find yourself doing every single day, and if you didn't get to do, you probably wouldn't be in the best mood?

1. sleep
2. facebook erlack
3. bathe

Sweet, you just scored a whole afternoon to yourself. We're talking a 3 hour block with nobody around. What 5 activities might we find you doing?

1. dance around naked/skantily clad
2. turn music up really loud
3. play sims haha
4. nap
5. another nap

We're going to the zoo. But, it looks like it could start storming, so it'll have to be a quick visit. What 3 exhibits do we have to get to?

1. Tigers
2. seals or otters
3. snakesss

You just scored tickets to the taping of any show that comes on t.v. of your choice. You can pick between 4, so what are you deciding between?

1. The Daily Show
2. SNL
3. TRL
4. Grey's Anatomy

You're hungry for ice cream. I'll give you a triple dipper ice cream cone. What 3 flavors can I pile on for ya?

1. Moolenium Crunch
2. Karmel Sutra
3. Moose Tracks

Somebody stole your purse/wallet…in order to get it back, you have to name 5 things you know are inside to claim it. So, what's in there?

1. My license.
2. My debit card
3. My credit card
4. My Iowa ID
5. My fake id haha

You are at a job fair, and asked what areas you are interested in pursuing a career in. Let's pretend you have every talent and ability to be whatever you wanted, so what 4 careers would be fun for you?

1. Historical Renovator
2. archaeologist
3. princess
4. president of disney

If you could go back and talk to the old you, when you were in high school, and inform yourself of 4 things, what would you say?

1. it will all work out in time
2. langer is not an attractive person, stoppit
3. let go of the things that don't matter
4. remember that the relationships you build now will shape you for the rest of your life

All shows with humans have been banned from t.v.! What five cartoons will keep you sane for the rest of your life?

1. Nickelodeon's Doug!
2. rugrats
3. I dont really like cartoons...
4.
5.

Lyrics Meme... I dont do cuts. Dont you lurve that?

Tue, 30 Oct 2007 03:57:29 GMT

1. Strength in my bones put the words in my head, when they pour out to paper it's all for you.

2. Will I wake to find you waiting by my bedside, will I wake to find you waiting by my side

3. For how much longer can I howl into this wind?

4. Go ahead, put my back against the wall, give it all up or don't give it to me at all.

5. Come closer now, I know your desire is to be desired, steal a kiss and call us friends

6. I must have seen her face before, I fell in love when I was born, now they hide her with a whisper, it's over

7. So denied so I lied are you the now or never kind

8. Well I've seen you suffer, I've seen you cry for days and days, So I'll be your liqour demons will drown, and float away

9. You say you wanna stay by my side, Darlin' your head's not right

10. I can’t wait to take you home, Fingers through your hair, Kisses on your back, Scratch me with your nails, Save me from myself, Show me how to care

andddd GO!

happy? happy.

Mon, 15 Oct 2007 05:05:53 GMT

budding at my fingertips,
touching you I start to bloom.

I'm happy about one thing at least.

fuck lj cuts! meme

Thu, 11 Oct 2007 15:11:18 GMT

10 Things currently on your desk
1. I know why the caged bird sings
2. like 4 empty water bottles
3. pictures of me&megi and me&jacket
4. empty ACL cup
5. notebook
6. lamp
7. pashmina being table cloth sorta...
8. bandaids
9. lollipop from my RA
10. a pen

9 Favorite ships/couples
1. Henry/Clare
2. Harry/Ginny
3. megi/someone in my family so shes mine forever
4. jacky/me =)sooullmatteess
5. Ron/Hermione
6. lizzie/darcy
7. my sister/ the boyfriend kyky
8. kira/luis
9. well I cant ship myself actually can I?

8 Of your current favorite songs
1. The Animals Were Gone x Damien Rice
2. O Valencia! x Decemberists
3. Catch My Disease x Ben Lee
4. Your House x Jimmy Eat World
5. Ghost of Corporate Future x Regina Spektor
6. Evil x Interpol
7. ...And the Battle Begun x RX Bandits
8. Imitosis x Andrew Bird ... thanks acl =)

7 people you talk to most
1. Kara
2. Megi
3. Jacky
4. Byron
5. Michael
6. Justin
7. Courtmax

6 Favorite kinds of candy/chocolate
1. Swedish Fish
2. twix!
3. can I choose ice cream?
4. reese's pieces
5. WHY IS IT SO HARD TO THINK OF CANDY? agreed...
6. chocolate lollipops are yummy

5 Favorite bands
1. Bloc Party
2. RX Bandits
3. Damien Rice
4. The Spill Canvas
5. Brand New

4 Websites you visit daily
1. LiveJournal
2. Facebook
3. hotmail
4. Icon (homework)

3 Items on your wall
1. A big sticker of a bird
2. all my necklaces are hanging on the wall
3. Posters

2 Favorite sayings
1. balls!
2. fuckdammit

1 Favorite movie
1. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

Thu, 30 Aug 2007 15:53:35 GMT

I slipped into a house
to escape my enemies,
and opened a door to another world
of lovers and whores
but I loved you more
than any of them
and ever before.

Cause I don't know what tommorrow brings, it's alive with such possibility...

Tue, 21 Aug 2007 05:43:26 GMT

There is no beginning to the story
A bookshelf sinks into the sand
And a language learned and forgot, in turn, is studied once again
It's a shocking bit of footage viewed from a shitty TV screen
You can squint at it through snowy static to make out the meaning
And keep on stretching the antennae, hoping that it will come clear
We need some reception, a higher message, just tell us what to fear Because I don't know what tomorrow brings
It is alive with such possibilities
All I know is I feel better when I sing
Burdens are lifted from me
That's my voice rising

So Michael, please keep the tape rolling
Boys keep strumming those guitars
We need a record of our failures
As we must document our love
I've sat too long in my silence
I've grown too old in my pain
To shed this skin, be born again, it starts with an ending
So thank you friends for the time we shared
My love stays with you like sunlight and air
Oh I truly wish I could keep hanging around here
My joy is covering me
Soon, I will disappear

It's not a movie, no private screening
This method acting, well, I call that living
It's like a fountain, a door has opened
We have a problem with no solution but to love and to be loved
So, I've made peace with the falling leaves
I see their same fate in my own body
But I won't be frightened when I am awoken from this dream
And returned to that which gave birth to me
Gave birth to me, gave birth to me, gave birth to me
And the story goes, and the story goes, and it goes
On and on and on and on...

You have given me every part of you, the heart of you...

Thu, 16 Aug 2007 09:27:16 GMT

I feel so different from how I used to be. I feel peaceful. I never knew change had to be so painful, but I feel ready.

When I look back on the good times we had I don't feel like they were any less sweet because of how it ended, they were my high school years, and I had some great years. I am sad that the end came so bitterly in some aspects but I can't feel anything but gratitude for the time and memories that I had with these people. I loved lauren, and I still think of her fondly, I probably always will. Last summer I felt closer to her than I ever had and I remeber being so excited because I thought it was my turn to know her. I still remeber when erin, megi and I would walk home from school and hang out doing nothing every friday. I remeber when we were so close and did theatre together and talked to brandon fenwick in the hall every morning. I made stupid choices, started stupid fights and made life harder for myself because of it but hopefully someday they will see past that and feel the same about our memories.

Megan, oh megan. I have so much affection and love for you, even now. You were my best friend in high school, when I think back in 30 years that is what I will remember. You knew me so well, you were like an extention of my mind and I of yours. When no one else could make it right, you could. I never would have survived without you and I am so sad that I cannot be here for your senoir year, that we couldn't do it together. Things might've been so different. We've already grown apart and changed so much, for better and worse the both of us. My hope for you is that you arent scared to let people in, I know they hurt you but I promise, there's nothing else worth hurting for. I want you to have an amazing senior year, please dont make the same mistakes I made, and I think you know what I mean. I'm not sure if I should be scared for you or not. I remeber who you were, who you are, and you are kind, strong, intelligent, beautiful and caring, please don't lose yourself. I love you so much, your friendship has been the rock of my adolescence. And for that I thank you.

Jacky. I cry everytime I want to call you to hang out and remeber that youre gone. This year I relied on you so much for everything. I lost megan to alex somewhat and you were always there for me. I am never as good as when youre there =). You have stood by me through everything and we have such a strong connection and understanding. You are the only friend I have that is loyal and are one of the few worth keeping past high school. I hope we stay friends for a very very long time, till were old and Im visiting you and your lovely wife in your gorgeous house, located conviently near pixar. Thank you for being what I needed and for the hope of our futures intertwined.

when you really understand...

Sun, 15 Jul 2007 05:40:51 GMT

The moment of betrayal is the worst, the moment you know beyond any doubt that you've been betrayed: that some other human being has wished you that much evil. It was like being in an elevator cut loose at the top. Falling, falling, and not knowing when you will hit.

rant.

Sat, 24 Feb 2007 07:15:13 GMT

michael simmons. An interesting and, it must be said, pathetic, excuse for a male member of our species, is getting on my nerves. I am the only person who thinks he needs to know that we find his behavior unacceptable. I know many of us would have absolutely no qualms about completely removing him from out lives. I listen to everyone and anyone rant, and I honestly don't mind because you are always there for me and that's what friends are for, but I have been sick all day, I have to go wash cars in the cold and rain tommorrow and I didnt want to have to do this tonight. But I did. I tried my best to tell the little fucker that he is in danger of losing many of his closest friends in the nicest way possible for someone who has vomitted thier guts out all afternoon and evening. To no avail.

end of michael simmons rant.

next order of business:

Dear friend, I am angry at you. Extremely angry. I do everything you ever ask of me, I support you in everything, I would do just about anything for you. I show concern for you in one conversation and it's okay for you to talk to me like that? No. It's not okay. I have always been there for you when you needed me, I ALWAYS stick up for you, even if I secretly think you've done something wrong, and I always do everything I can to help you with anything you need help with, wether you ask for it or not. I know what it's like to be worried about what you're concerned with right now, in fact I know much better than you. So please, the next time you want to bite my head off in a self-righteous rant, please think about what you're doing and who you are talking to because unlike some, I won't take your shit. Never, ever punish me for caring about you. And stop taking it for granted.

Wed, 24 Jan 2007 02:18:23 GMT

http://www.sendspace.com/file/t5onjg

for those of you who wish to download and save my slideshow, which, I know, is all of you. =)

Picture Book la la lala

Tue, 23 Jan 2007 19:49:58 GMT



"Picture Book la la lala" on Google Video
My favorite people, in one little slide show.

hahhahahahah! I love her...

Thu, 05 Oct 2006 03:07:01 GMT

XHotxTaMollyX (10:01:24 PM): molly has her mum!!
XHotxTaMollyX (10:01:28 PM): yay!!!
MeetmeinBabylon (10:02:02 PM): EEW
MeetmeinBabylon signed off at 10:02:07 PM.

I shouldda got the fish.

Sat, 22 Jul 2006 06:10:36 GMT

One of those nights that you think about when you can't remeber why you're living.

Fri, 07 Jul 2006 18:52:57 GMT

I feel so challeneged... I cant fine LJ secret. I had it once... and now I can't find it.

If I lay here, If I just lay here, would you lay with me and just forget the world?

Tue, 16 May 2006 04:20:16 GMT

So, tonight was fun. Took a yoga class then went running. Watched the two hour season finale of Grey's Anatomy, mmm Dr. McDreamy! Talked to my good for nothing ex boyfriend for a while and started scoping out pictures for my project.

more on the project later. but it will be amazing.

oh yea, go download Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol.

Thu, 20 Apr 2006 01:23:13 GMT

It's amazing
How you make your face just like a wall
How you take your heart and turn it off
How I turn my head and lose it all

It's unnerving
How just one move puts me by myself
There you go just trusting someone else

I'm not saying there wasn't nothing wrong
I just didn't think you'd ever get tired of me

But if that's how it's gonna leave
Straight out from underneath
Then we'll see who's sorry now
If that's how it's gonna stand, when
You know you've been depended on
The one you're leaving now
The one you're leaving out

Imogen!!

Sun, 09 Apr 2006 17:17:08 GMT

Imogen Heap plays on May, 12 2006 at Warehouse Live.

Any takers?

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 03:57:49 GMT

Today sucked. I hate everyone. go die.

Ok thats not true. but I am hostile and angry... for no reason really.

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 01:03:49 GMT

I hate right now. Right now is a no good very bad time. And now I'm super depressed from watching Dr. Zhivago. Great. *end of rant*

I have so much to do and absolutely no desire to do it. The problem is that I do want to be a weasel. you know what I mean?

Fri, 27 Jan 2006 03:45:59 GMT

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It's raining tonight in paradise. even the rain is peaceful.

Sat, 24 Dec 2005 03:59:30 GMT

mmm tommorrow is my journey home (this entails a two hour drive to San Jose and then a three hour flight, and a hour drive home striaght to a christmas party then my presents. yay). Paradise has been lovely but I need some home time now.

Baahhh humbug says frank. Oh christmas time...

Sat, 03 Dec 2005 17:01:13 GMT

oh as meg would say le sigh. I'm excited! It's christmas! and this normally depressing time of year I have found is not so bad, just embrace it for what it is not, for everything commercial and pretty, then its wonderful. I still think I stopped believing in christianity when I found out that santa wasnt real...

Anyways, I'm getting michael a mango for christmas. He's gonna love it. but shhhh don't tell him. I gave him a gate key against my better judgement, now I don;t have one (except the opener in my car, which is to big to carry around when I go anywhere) so, yea I have to see if there is a spare for me. sigh, when we break up, I have a feeling Im not getting it back.

Everything is moving so fast. Is it just for me? I'm going to be out of high school in a year and a half. This is my life. What a strange thought.

My feelings are getting stronger, so why don't you stay with me for a little longer?

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 01:57:03 GMT

I hate hormones. I think we should call them whoremones.

Anyways, people need to be better boyfriends. All michaels in my opinion. I am going to be so happy when Friday gets here.

You people are lovely.